Today was a shocking day. Early in the moring get scolded my my Discipline Master.. Just beacuse i was wearing a jacket which was not allowed to weaR thaT colouR.. I was wearing green and white.. The school rules was only to wear darked coloured. But thank God thati was silence when he scold me.. Normally i would talk back to teachers.. I pray to God to give me a heart of COMPASSION. After all that was not the end of it.. I apologies to ther DM. Afterwards i was hiving my Exam paper.. When the paper came to me.. I pray and ask God take control over all things that i'm doing, Thank God that today papers were easr.. I learnt that i should control my temper in all ways i'm having problem.. And also i learnt to submit all my problems adn things which i'm troubled with... Thank God for wat he had done in me..(:

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Today was the day that i'm waiting.... IT WAS MY ORD.... PASSING OUT PARADE... It was so cool that i was so highper active..

The best part is that when we do the 21 step of "Bersurai" all of us are allow to throw our head-dress... i think in my squad i was the only person who shout whehn i sing the NPCC march Song and the Npcc Pledge..

I was so happy.. But thank God that the weather was fine.. There was no report sick people.. Because we know that this is the last parade and all of us can't wait to throw the headdress... haha..(:

but i really enjoy it.

TODAY WAS THE BEST PASSING OUT PARADE I EVER HAD...(:

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1:44 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Today was my prelim and i was to scared tat i could not focus on the paper..

I pray before i open the paper.. I ask God to take control in everything i do, and give me the mind to consentrate on the paper..

Today i was having English paper 1 and paper 2..

i Thought it would be hard but it was easy..

Really thank God that he answered my Prayer.....(:

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4:07 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

Today was a horrible day, i screw up for my N lvl MT oral. I was dissapoited in my action of doing my N lvl. It was a shock of my life that they give me a hard question which i'm not good at, After i finish my Oral i went home and cry about wat happened. It was like i can't forgive myself for what i did. At thAt moment i was so stress, i can't do things that will release my stress. i start smoking. I start crying and shout te name of the Lord and something that i never do. I want to cut my hand... I start praying to God to give me strength, peace and wisdom to carry on my life. Then a word came out form my mind and it is release. I learnt that God is asking me to put my worries and problem to him. At that moment God is really Ministering to me.. Thank God that he is there when i need him badly..=(

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4:58 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

Today was a good day. Coz when i was singing in class my teacher was saying that i have a strong voice and she told me to see her after school.. i was so shock that she said that to me.

When i see her after school, she ask me to take part in the Talent Quest for National Day in school to sing Solo.. i was so scare and nervouse but i still go for it..

i was so happy that i got this chance to sing and to prepare before i joing to Singapore Idol in two years time..

After that i saw my TITI.. And he told me that i always bully him and never take care of him..

But its ok with me.. I'm use to wat ppl said about me.

haha.. never mind bout all that.. at least he is happy thats all i wan from him..

ok la i got to go tata.. God bless u.

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9:00 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

I'm so stress about relationship with ppl around me.. Some how i just don't know wat they wan from me.. There was along story about me and pple around me.. We just can get to seems to get along well sometimes and somethimes don't even wat to talk to.. Pple who did tat to me don't even know how pain and how lonelyness i can be at times.

They just don't bother to talk or smile at me.. Sometimes i'm the one who doing the first step to smile or talk with them..

Sometimes i ask myself wat is the reason for me to live in this WORLD and why i must face all this STUPID, CRAB and NONSENSE things going on in my life..

God please show me the way and give me rest and the heart of compassion to those who are around me..

I hope u my all understand my feeling...=(

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8:11 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

went to expo on saturday for the american idol thingy organized by Victory Family Centre. (: was quite fun. and yea.

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5:32 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Today there was my ITE course in sch and i'm taking hairdressing..

it was so cool and fun la..

thank God i got this apportunity to try this course for 1 month.

today i was doing colour hair.. and i did to my hair to.. Don't tell teacher ok.. LOL

it was fun to do tis Job..

i was to busy to look at the camera when donig my work.. lol

Really thanking God for giving me this Chance.. so happy.. (:

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9:16 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I was so shock that my teacher told me that i need to pass eng,maths,sci and still got to do interview and health check up.. to be a nurse in ITE Simei.. lol...

God give me the strenght to carry on with my studies.. In jesus name... Amen..

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9:40 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

Thank God that he set the paper for me to read was easy.. i was praying for my N lvl oral hope that the paper will be easy.. indeed God has showed me his goodness which had make me happy. The paper was so easy and funny.. This topic my teacher had test us the lear about the same topic.. Thats why i say it is easy.. Really thanking God for wat he had done for me.. Thank God..

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6:00 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Today was a bad day for me, coz i wan't feeling well and i'm down with fever.
Early this morning my brother came in to my room and start asking me that he wan the MP3, and i say No to him, then he said if no then pass me the phone(which is my phone) and i also said no to him again. Then he start beating me. and i just ignore him, then he use my metal bottle to hit me and still again i ignore him... I cry in pain and i quikly took my bag and my clothes and wanted to run way from home, just because of that.. Then he said u can't go out, and i was mad at him.. I took my window room key and climb out of the window.. at that time he was sleeping. when he relised that i wasn't in my room he sms me and start scoldimng me in malay bad words..=(.. The most painful is that he sms me and said that we are no more brothers and he said that if u never come home at nite he will go and report to the police the next morning.. Still got along story to tellbut i don't wan to tell .

K la this is the end of my bloody freaking MSG..

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7:27 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thank God For this wonderful family which he had put me to.. They have been a blessing to me and my life.. There a always somebody which is there to talk to, share my problem and my life in school. So greatful that they are so caring, loving and the most is that they are COOL(: family.. Really Thank God for them.. God Bless You all.(:

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12:29 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

Thank God For Him(if he is reading it la) he has been a blessing for me

and thank God for putting him in my life..

He is a caring guy, nice and funny to talk to.. He is there when i need to talk to or find help..

Thanks Foreverythnig u have done..(:

Ya really thanking God for him.(:

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4:23 PM