Monday, July 24, 2006
Today was a horrible day, i screw up for my N lvl MT oral. I was dissapoited in my action of doing my N lvl. It was a shock of my life that they give me a hard question which i'm not good at, After i finish my Oral i went home and cry about wat happened. It was like i can't forgive myself for what i did. At thAt moment i was so stress, i can't do things that will release my stress. i start smoking. I start crying and shout te name of the Lord and something that i never do. I want to cut my hand... I start praying to God to give me strength, peace and wisdom to carry on my life. Then a word came out form my mind and it is release. I learnt that God is asking me to put my worries and problem to him. At that moment God is really Ministering to me.. Thank God that he is there when i need him badly..=(
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